JESYKA. Not JESSICA. Or I'll shoot you in the face.
I'm always looking for a deeper meaning. If you look out your window, there's more there than what you see. I love going to Warped Tour just to rub shoulders with people I feel are my equals. It's nice to feel like I belong somewhere. I want to be a singer, a writer, an activist, an artist, and own a bakery, all at the same time. I like to listen to Imogen Heap when it's raining. I hated my philosophy class but it made me realize how philosophical I am. It's only a chair because we say it is. I'm an English major; it used to be psychology until I realized I don't like anything ending in -ology. I'm extremely liberal and open-minded. Close-mindedness and judgement get us nowhere. The only Republican thing about me is that I believe in God. I curse quite a lot. I laugh at anyone who voted for McCain. Try again in four years, sweethearts. I am completely hedonistic. I am completely masochistic. They often occur at the same time. I read the dictionary for fun. Reality television is rotting my brain but I can't stop watching. I'm planning on getting 10 different tattoos, all of which I already have designed, and 14 different piercings. My ears are gauged to a 00; I'll probably go bigger. I am hardcore straight edge; I find any consumption of drugs or alcohol to be a waste of time. When I was small, I once fingerpainted all over my nursery walls with my own poop.
If there was a store called My Chemical Romance, what would it sell?

The good stuff:
writing. making art. spirituality. To Write Love On Her Arms. organic things. avant-garde music and movies. body mods. fashion/hair/makeup. constantly changing for the better. text-messaging. blatant honesty. making jewelry and clothes. baking. Scrubs. every side to a story. optimism. giving and receiving smiles. thrift stores. friends who build me up. music/fashion magazines. things that are pink and black. obscure music and movies. Andy Warhol. hero worship. winter. the Lakers. existentialism. Judd Apatow movies. making lists. laughing. knowing there's something more. hope. life.

The music that makes my soul fly:
Fall Out Boy. Paramore. Alkaline Trio. Britney Spears. Amy Winehouse. Panic at the Disco. Amanda Overmyer. Charlotte Sometimes. Forever the Sickest Kids. Katy Perry. P!nk. Joshua Radin. The White Tie Affair. Metro Station. The Ting Tings. Scarlett Johannson. Good Charlotte. Christina Aguilera. Boys Like Girls. A Fine Frenzy. Daughtry. Avril Lavigne. Kate Nash. Imogen Heap. Regina Spektor. Cobra Starship. David Cook. Carrie Underwood. Ashlee Simpson. AFI. The Ramones. No Doubt. The Clash. Sex Pistols. The Audition. Split the Enemy.